It’s my piano less on today….and I’m terrified. I haven’t practiced as much as I intended to. This is the exact same feeling I had every week almost 30 years ago when I was about to face a disgruntled piano teacher. All my life I’ve been obsessed with being able to play the piano fluently….. I have had lessons intermittently for decades… but still I find myself unable to sit my butt in front of the piano and do the necessary. Why??